The September Club

It has been a while, isn't it?

I came across this email notification, long abandoned, lazy to unfollow, but today just about this morning, my heart sank to see a figure.

11 months. Pretty fast.

I realized it has been 11 months our beloved Zahirah left us. and to add more pang to it, three days ago, a beloved family member, Belang too making her departure. There were 5 of us, then 4, and now 3.

How fragile of this world to me now. Everybody is leaving. I have no tears to cry or what so ever.

I think my heart dies, really. sort of freezing and if it is to be thawed, it might fall into pieces.

Like a vampire's heart, i guess. Nobody will notice.