Heart Matters

Heart matters. It is not my forte.

Just about to see this world again in a lighter shade, we had a very long discussion.

Turn out that N will get married in Januari 2011. In another 2 months, yer, sangat sucks......

Only if he created his facebook account, somewhen May 2010 and I was not hiding my profile (had issue when this unwanted person terrorizing my space),

He would not get engaged in June 2010. That was the last choice he made. After 11 years of waiting. Those years for him is like waiting in hell. Oh, sweet.....

What could I ask for more? After coaxing him to proceed with the marriage, I know he was a bit confused, it is the best decision made for both of us so far. We both adults. Not that gila-gila free spirited young teenage couple anymore, running away. Hurting another woman to gain love? Ahh, not my way.

We got 2 months to spend time before the final goodbye...... Cannot wait to see him again, he's coming down. At the moment, we compiled notes like we used to. Song lyrics, mementos, whatever it calls. Our phone bills are skyrocketing, ehehhehehehe.

Time to walk tall. It takes some time to heal with some help of karaoke-ing.